It was somewhat of a big night for me cause this was the first time we were throwing in some jazz music to pep up the concert. This is what I was essentially wearing on the night of the band recital for the parents. Guys I've been on dates with say that my bowtie almost always matched my blue eyes and apparently perfect ears, which are nearly too big for my head. Tight dress pants and a bowtie is usually my style. To compensate, I dress very cute to get the attraction of guys. When you're gay, like I am, this is a bit problematic cause you wanna be able to attract other guys with your appearance. Because I'm six foot in height, I look even thinker in appearance. It's no joke, I am so thin! I'm roughly 140 pounds with no muscle at all. I'm just the very thin dork who likes to play drums. I'm only working this job cause I have no idea what I want to do with my life. On a more personal note, I'm a band conductor for my high school. I play snare drums because I want to look cool, but that's sort of whatever. So here's the thing: I'm not someone that special.
